Dear diary,
Why did he not want to fight? Not only did he not want to fight he also seemed scared to. I dont knowand i cant spend much time thinking about it. all i know is he is holding something back, not only from the socs but from everyone. That does make two of us though, i dont want to fight either. A life for a life, is that what it will take? Will the fighting stop if Johnny dies? i dont think the greasers will allow that, or the socs. It would help if they could greave. but we all have to maintain a touff image. so they wont even emit that they are sad about it. All they will do is get revenge, and thats what they plan to. but who will all die in this revenge act? johnny will die so the doctors say, but why should more people die too? i cant help re-playing his words in my mind, "i wouldnt mined so much if if there wasnt so muchi aint done yetand so maney things i aint seen yet. its not fair!" Hes right it isnt fair. his whole life wasnt fair, having parents that didnt treat him right, being forced into a gange to get what he need, its not fair. And cherry, she wont even see him on his death bed because shes affreade what the socs might say. like Johnnys not scared? whatever, just shows her true colors. i want to help Johnny, help him get through this, but there is nothing i can do except stay at the hospitle with him. what i can say is no matter ware i am or what im doing he is in my thoughts and i will live for the both of us.
Why did he not want to fight? Not only did he not want to fight he also seemed scared to. I dont knowand i cant spend much time thinking about it. all i know is he is holding something back, not only from the socs but from everyone. That does make two of us though, i dont want to fight either. A life for a life, is that what it will take? Will the fighting stop if Johnny dies? i dont think the greasers will allow that, or the socs. It would help if they could greave. but we all have to maintain a touff image. so they wont even emit that they are sad about it. All they will do is get revenge, and thats what they plan to. but who will all die in this revenge act? johnny will die so the doctors say, but why should more people die too? i cant help re-playing his words in my mind, "i wouldnt mined so much if if there wasnt so muchi aint done yetand so maney things i aint seen yet. its not fair!" Hes right it isnt fair. his whole life wasnt fair, having parents that didnt treat him right, being forced into a gange to get what he need, its not fair. And cherry, she wont even see him on his death bed because shes affreade what the socs might say. like Johnnys not scared? whatever, just shows her true colors. i want to help Johnny, help him get through this, but there is nothing i can do except stay at the hospitle with him. what i can say is no matter ware i am or what im doing he is in my thoughts and i will live for the both of us.
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